I'm going home soon! So excited!!!!

But I'm going to miss everyone here in Michigan :(.

*Darlene

It has been a really long time since I've written in this.  And a lot has happened since June. I don't know if I'll remember everything but I'll give it a shot.

I went home for a while after the tour and I had a wonderful time visiting with family and friends. I actually can say that I didn't really want to leave, but I did. From there I came to Michigan to help in the office here. I've been working in the office for the last months and staring into a computer screen most of the time. I don't mind it most days because I know that this work is the Fathers work and i'm just helping out, but sometimes it wears on you.  That's ok because I remember the days when i was at home and I didn't want to be there.

Life is really what you make of it, because no matter where you are you want to be somewhere else and until you are content where you are you will never be happy.  Let's just say I'm very content where I am and I don't really want to leave. I mean you always have days that you miss people and wish you were doing something else but I really don't mind it to much.  So that is where I am, but it looks like the Father is redirecting me back to where I came from.  I really don't want to go back because I know who I was before I left and I dont' want to go back to the person.  So I'm kind of debating with Yah about whether or not going home is what He really wants.  I guess I first have to tell you that, I knew the Father never wanted me to leave. He put me there for a purpose and a reason and the only reason I was miserable was because I convinced myself of it.  I had everything that I had ever wanted and I was near family.  Although at the time I didn't see that, I can finally see it now. 

So now I'm here in Michigan and Michael really needs a lot of help. But everyday he gets people ready and willing to help out. I think that when this all settles down it will be time for me to go back. I can honestly say that I'm ready and I've learned so much about life and who I really am that, when I go back I can't be the same person that I was before.

So that is all of my thoughts right now.

*Darlene

Yay! I get to go home for a few weeks and I'm very excited.  It will be nice to spend sometime with friend and family and have some relaxation.

Everyone have a blessed week.

*Darlene

I have a new email address, it is dj_hefner@msn.com

Life gets more and more crazy as you go along.

What is this world coming to?

Why am I still up?

*DJ